Shit! At first, i feel very lucky to have such caring friend like u.. but then, u make me regret it. How dare u take advantage toward me when im having such teribble damn life after all? Perh.. btul la abah kata kawan ni takleh pakai.. ak dah happy la ade yg care konon ngn ak last2 jd gitu.. ceh, bullshit punya org.. erh. Ntah knape sejak akhir2 ni life ak jd superb terribale.. And ofcoz ak akn jd watak jahatnya even this is my life but still i am the cruel ever after person.. Honestly, i always wandering somehow knape ak takleh nk jadi baik.. I always try my hard to be a good person but it will ended by me turning to the worse guy ever.. sume org always salah tafsir niat ak.. jgn kata kwn, family pn sama.. dorg tak pnh nmpk side ak yg baik and always saying that i'm the worse.. am tade ar nk ckp ak baik but at least have a faith on me please? Rasa tak adil sia hidup gini.. dimana2 asyik disalah tafsir je.. ok, mybe i'm being sturborn sometimes.. but jgn la korg pn nk ikut sturborn ak..bhaya siaa.  Byat ak rasa tercabar, and lastly bleh merosakkn ak sndri sbb ak bertindak kurg guna akal cuz i always followed my anger.